Thank goodness it's the weekend, I need to get some work done tomorrow. I'm not as behind anymore
My grades pulled up some too. I'm satisfied but I feel like I could of done better. It feels like I was in elementary yesterday. But I was bullied badly in elementary. I hated it. Middle school and high school got WAY better, middle I still got bullied but not as much. High school I don't get bullied at all. Everyone's so fucking friendly. Even preppy girls like me. My clique is people with band merch though, and stoners. xP I feel bad for my brother, he's in 4th grade and is bullied for speech problems and gets called ugly and people pull his pants down at recess. I feel his pain, I told him as he gets older people are more mature about bullying. :/
Recently i've been having suicidal thoughts. I am at the edge of giving up on my life. My family hates me, I'm failing school, I lost a few friends, i've been having emotional and mental breakdowns too over personal past stuff that's happened to me. I feel like over dosing. I'm not saying i'm going too, suicide is selfish. I have a wonderful boyfriend who cares about me very much, and friends who would miss me. I can't. But I have OD'd before, if my thoughts become too much for me, I might end up doing it. I'm trying not to! I'm staying positive and trying my best, good vibes only!
Does anyone know when any deviantart con thingy or whatever they do will start again? When I first joined dA 4 years ago I was underage and never attended. Now i'm older and would love to attend those. I wan't to meet cool Seattle deviants. I might be 15 next time they have those. But idk.. is there any recent ones? xD
I sound dumb.