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Suicidal thoughts.

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 24, 2014, 9:12 PM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Lonely Day by System Of A Down

School


Thank goodness it's the weekend, I need to get some work done tomorrow. I'm not as behind anymore :) My grades pulled up some too. I'm satisfied but I feel like I could of done better. It feels like I was in elementary yesterday. But I was bullied badly in elementary. I hated it. Middle school and high school got WAY better, middle I still got bullied but not as much. High school I don't get bullied at all. Everyone's so fucking friendly. Even preppy girls like me. My clique is people with band merch though, and stoners. xP I feel bad for my brother, he's in 4th grade and is bullied for speech problems and gets called ugly and people pull his pants down at recess. I feel his pain, I told him as he gets older people are more mature about bullying. :/

Suicidial thoughts


Recently i've been having suicidal thoughts. I am at the edge of giving up on my life. My family hates me, I'm failing school, I lost a few friends, i've been having emotional and mental breakdowns too over personal past stuff that's happened to me. I feel like over dosing. I'm not saying i'm going too, suicide is selfish. I have a wonderful boyfriend who cares about me very much, and friends who would miss me. I can't. But I have OD'd before, if my thoughts become too much for me, I might end up doing it. I'm trying not to! I'm staying positive and trying my best, good vibes only! :)

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Does anyone know when any deviantart con thingy or whatever they do will start again? When I first joined dA 4 years ago I was underage and never attended. Now i'm older and would love to attend those. I wan't to meet cool Seattle deviants. I might be 15 next time they have those. But idk.. is there any recent ones? xD I sound dumb.

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